I feel like such a fraud sometimes. Like, I already know that I'm not considered anorexic, I'm like EDNOS, because I'm not underweight yet. But even with that, when I eat, I feel like such a fake. I want this so bad. I need this. I just need to try harder.
I didn't really do so bad today. I don't think so atleast. I didn't have more than 500 calories, I'm almost positive. Tomorrow I am starting a new fast. Its called water and apples, haha. I'm allowed two apples a day, and only water (and my usual morning zero calorie coffee). Its a good fast for me because I loveeee apples, and they're free at schoool. I'm really hoping it goes well. I need to do this fast until saturday. I need to. I know I can do it. I just have to control myself.
Wish me luckkk.
8 years ago