Neglect

I've been neglecting my posting lately because I have just been doing so horribly ):  Like I've been signing on, I just haven't posted lately because I feel like I don't belong right now, because I've just been such a fraud.  Today was a little better than I have been, but nothing special.  I keep staying between 130 and 135, just up and down and up and down, never below.  Tomorrows beginning a new school week though, and I'm gonna work really hard.  I need to lost some weight, atleast five more pounds. Pleaseee ): 

Starve on,
Lacie.