God I really suck. I just can't do this right. I need to be skinny. I'm not eating tomorrow. I can't eat. I don't want to! I hate food so much and I have been eating like a damn pig lately, and its just not funny! Its not okay! Why am I so horrible at this? I have less than two months before florida. I need to do this. I really need to.
I just can't eat. Like at all. I really need to regain my self control. Ever since christmas break I have just been so horrible. I lost twenty pounds, and I haven't lost anymore since then. I suck. Ugh. Like, I'm so fat and disgusting. I hate me and my life. I'm going to be thin. I have to be.
8 years ago