Today was the worst day ever. I hate my life so much right now. I feel so disgusting! It was a total binge day from last night all the way until now. I hate food and i never want to eat again. I'm going for a run tomorrow morning, i'm going to fix this. I'm too scared to look at the scale, its gonna be like, five pounds higher, oh my god i wanna cry. I need to throw up but it doesn' work! I'm such a fatass, i can't believe how much i ate. I have not control, i have nothing. Tomorrow i will not let myself eat anything, nothing. I'm going to find something to do that will distract me from food. I will, i swear. I hate my life. I hate food.
i hate food,
8 years ago