Today would have been perfect if i wasn't forced to go out to stupid dinner. I had a fruit bowl, and i know thats not so bad but i really wanted today to be a complete fast. I had to go though, my parents wouldn't let me refuse. That makes me mad. I don't need other people getting in the way of me being thin. I don't need that at all. I wanna do this and not have anybody interfere. From now on, on here i am going to plan out what i am eating the next day. I will not let myself stray from it. I have a track meet tomorrow, but i am not running. I just go and watch. Whatever.
After the whole christmas binge, i lost weight. Thats crazy. I ate so much food, and i went down two pounds! What the f*ck right?! Whatever, i'm going right back to my normal schedule of 150 and below. I would try the ABC diet that so many like so much, but i don't think i could bring myself to consume more than 200 calories a day, i would just feel so bad about it. Maybe i'll make my own special diet. I don't know, i'll think of something.
Tomorrow's eating schedule:
Breakfast- two egg whites with salsa (39)
Lunch- half an apple (22)
Dinner- half an apple (22) + half pickle (10)
TOTAL CALORIES: 93
Okay i'm going to follow that exactly, no cheating i promise. Nightttt.
Stay strong, starve on,
8 years ago