I'm embarassed to talk about my day today, so i'll talk about how good yesterday was. I followed my eating schedule perfectly, except i didn't eat the soup because i slept like, as soon as i got home from track. That was really good.
I'm fasting tomorrow because i'm scared my family might want to go out to eat. I'm also planning on going on a run if the weather agrees with me. Maybe like four or five miles. I'm just in the mood to run.
I've found that when i eat, it makes me feel so light headed. Maybe because now my body is used to not eating? I don't know, but i like that feeling because it reminds me not to eat anymore. I have to be 125 soon, i just have to. I hate still being like 130, i just feel so gross. I have 30 more pounds to go until i set a new long term goal. I need to start moving faster, and controlling better.
8 years ago