I will not eat. Its really no wonder i'm so fat. This whole past week all i've done is eat. I don't need food, so why do i keep shoving it down my throat? I have no idea. I don't want to eat. I'm so gross. I'm going to fix it. This is the last chance before i start puking, i'm making this week my last chance with Ana, and then she'll get mia to help me too. And both of them is difficult.
I just don't know whats gotten into me. Its like, i get hungry, so i eat. I have no self control! I don't need to eat just because i'm hungry, and i won't anymore. All this week is major restriction. Just fasting all week, and if i do eat, it will be 100 calories a day or less. I'm fixing this. I'm done being fat. I'm done screwing this up. I will be thin, even if it kills me.
8 years ago