i hate myself.

I really am the ugliest worst fattest grossest person ever.  I just had the worst binge of my entire life, and i'm not even strong enough to go puke it up.  I can't believe myself.  I will never lose another pound again at this rate!  I am not eating the rest of the week, all the way until friday.  Maybe longer.  I hate food.  I don't need it.  Track practice is back and i'm going to fix everything.  I'm going to bed way early to avoid all the horrible food in my house.  I'm fixing this before it ruins me.

Starve on,
Lacie.